I keep saying I need to say a lot...

but I quickly forget. I am overheating daily a few times because it is almost a regular thing. If only my body temperature changed as quickly. I am forgetting again. I get so upset about it and I try to think of how I can change the situation. I think I need more caffeine then I have because of family genetics. My Mom and Grand mother loved coffee so I am thinking I am a tea person and I am not having enough caffeine as a coffee drinker. I am also receiving the loading sign on YouTube and that helps me forget. I am so lost and that makes me sad. I really understand why marijuana is often used for MS. it helps you forget and it helps numbthe pain physically and mentally.