June 26

I have a lot of drafts of the start of a blog I forgot so I will randomly choose one each time I write in August. I have 40 and I have too many. I am really unsure of myself today. I feel my blogs are too short. I am very critical of myself I am not sure of myself either. I was very confident when I came here four and a half years ago. I am sicker (expectedly). I am told expectedly is not a word so I n to find out... I forget so quickly and leave the blog, I forget. Blogs now take days to finish. Oh well I guess I changed. I am a lot more patient too.