June 20

I am having a hard time remembering and I am scared because I might not remember the people I love. I am very sad about this and cry when I think and I consider the pain they will experience watching me deteriorate. I am very tired of loss because I have been loosing my health since 23. I'm often minimizing things I need help with so I ask for less help. I am not getting the help I need. And now I'm not remembering and I am getting confused when I forget. I keep watching TV.